•Sleepingwell•
•hey•
dont so sleep Very well theese days.
Theese days.
My mind is bizzy, good and bad.
"i cant help laughing. Because i know whats coming next"
oh dear
Talk 10 - Bread n Breakfast
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdKpvFPTIpA&feature=youtu.be
Led-Feather
here we are again. spilling.
im an expresser. i cant have pain without telling the whole world about it.
small glass, lots of water.
im an expresser. i cant have pain without telling the whole world about it.
small glass, lots of water.
LOAAAADSSSSSSS!! !
WOOOOHOOO!
WOOOOHOOO!
..
sorry.
i just wanna scream! WOAAAHAAAA°
but what good is it gonna do? screaming.. tsss.
it feels like my soul wants to escape the prison in my head.
a prison i have created.
whats screaming gonna do then?.. no.
not 1 thing. so what do you do? - you wait.. and you wait. in a room without doors, a burning building without escape doors. waching yourself burn..
silly in it?
but what good is it gonna do? screaming.. tsss.
it feels like my soul wants to escape the prison in my head.
a prison i have created.
whats screaming gonna do then?.. no.
not 1 thing. so what do you do? - you wait.. and you wait. in a room without doors, a burning building without escape doors. waching yourself burn..
silly in it?
-yes.
it can drive me round the binnn sometimes you know..
-
ever felt that? like a gravity is working against you in some way, things heavyer than they should be.
yet you feel so light and non important, like a feather made of led in a huge dark room.. alone in space yet crowded with somethings eating you from the inside. thats madness,
the Mad Dog
yet you feel so light and non important, like a feather made of led in a huge dark room.. alone in space yet crowded with somethings eating you from the inside. thats madness,
the Mad Dog
yeeh.
thats the one.
thats the one.
Cold Feet
cant sleep, cold feet.
My brain is against me. i have dark Dreams as well. With little color, like a rainy day. they feel like weekends to me.
But
- i never chase.
i remain closed like a book.
what is chaseing? It's not some sin.
no.
I give.
i give.
to a Wall, but i think to My self perhaps its one with a door.
im searching for a light in The dark,
but i am blind.
a key please •25225-2473•
- 4 4 - Prair.
autum, spring.
winter snow.
winter cold.
winter snow.
winter cold.
the winter dark.
the summer dark.
sky, the dark.
the summer dark.
sky, the dark.
night in the dark
painful night begun
painful night we become.
painful night we become.
dragen under.
look and wonder.
darkness
yes. we do
we do.
Curs
no
:
the happy mans drink is enough for me, i dont need his seeds as well.
on and on.
good times we adore and bad times we adure.
:
:
yes we do.
:
a happy man drinks another mans sorrow away.
the taste .
all different for every man. different for the man man who never cries. different for the man who burns inside. different to the man who allways cries. different to the man looking out of that widow every night wondering..
:
every man has his curse.
no matter how big or small it is.
:
yes
:
the happy mans drink is enough for me, i dont need his seeds as well.
on and on.
good times we adore and bad times we adure.
:
:
yes we do.
:
a happy man drinks another mans sorrow away.
the taste .
all different for every man. different for the man man who never cries. different for the man who burns inside. different to the man who allways cries. different to the man looking out of that widow every night wondering..
:
every man has his curse.
no matter how big or small it is.
:
yes
Blind in The Dark
Blind
you cant see in The Dark
Council - Dead or Detained Dog
hes in The Hat House in Tower 2-33.
cuz he is mad to The nail. But he is not in The hat house u see.
no
he can Not be caged in some prison. walls are to thin for him. But do not worry gentle men, he is already in a cage, in-prisoned by his own mind.
- so what?! your saying we should just let this man just Walk around free to do as he please?
He is not a man Mr. Charles. He is simply and yet so unsimply a mix of human flesh and something else and what you must remember is that this beeing does not do as he pleases. His existance is a gamble Of random selection And spastic actions.
- SPASTIC ACTIONS THAT CAN COST THE LIVES OF THOUSENDS. we have to detain this thing if it means killing it or it Will spread terror all across The land like a wild fire.
- i agree
I do agree that there is no way of detaining this beeing but killing The most amaizing living Discovery this land has ever seen is not The way to Go.
- all Thouse in favor of Operation Mad Dog Recovery say i..
- i
- i
- i
- good..
- Then this council is adjourned. Dr you will be incharge of examening The subject dead or detained.
i
Rise Of A New
There
in the dark seacave, casting shadows on the rockwall sits a man. weak and thin like the flames dancing red by the fire. grey like the skys above him,
old.
old.
his name and life forgotten. he has words in his head that isnt his.
he has visions of the dark,
going blind to the world of the existant.
reaching further and further into the darnkess, the pain and forgetting more and more about the world around him, he is transforming,
he has visions of the dark,
going blind to the world of the existant.
reaching further and further into the darnkess, the pain and forgetting more and more about the world around him, he is transforming,
becoming
the black
I
I am Emil Alves
you can not see me.
i am
Aces L.J T.B Thinking Owl Snow The Masked Man Hans stone .G Little Long Claw Oloye Gawes Carlock Gundersson Falthy Green Great Owls Claw see long hawk Ferreguise Hawk Sand Hawk
i am Mad Dog i am sundown Izatope 2kings The Desert Hawks The Sitting Owls The Plain People and the people ofBroad Town and inmates of Angel Asylum. I Am The Crying Deers And The White Rabbits.
and i am The Black Birds.
Show me
Emil Alves is Very hard to understand.
one moment its like hes thinking one thing and Then The next week hes The opposit.
who is he?
- shhhh!
JUST STOP THIS FUCKING AROUND!!
Im tired of your bullshit.. All The symbols buurry pictures and riddles. Bullshit is what it is..
: ill show you Who Emil Alves is
just say the word.
Wood im not yours yours is all i can not i yes you Will
I like men i n a non sexual way u gadda understand now see. I like them cuz id be a revolver without shoelaziz and nothing i say inflict or make Any difference what so ever so please for The children stay away you hea? Thats isnt all. I am a fool in theese clothes. I dont sleep when i should and i never eat things i whould. I can not chuck Wood. I can not pry for food. Cuz i am leathal Wepon 3
Again shant we?
Nothing i say is real.
It does not mean anything.
I am a looney.
Now u are free to go. Im Nat
But My name is Acually Emil Alves. Fakkin amaizing. Amen.
Again shant we?
Nothing i say is real.
It does not mean anything.
I am a looney.
Now u are free to go. Im Nat
But My name is Acually Emil Alves. Fakkin amaizing. Amen.
Who is
who is Emil Alves?
hes a strange man
you do not know where he lives.
who is you
you show nothing
no one knows where you live.
who is Emil Alves?
he says nothing real
no one understands him
who is you?
is what you say real?
no one understands you
How we laugh
I look and see .
Hear n sea.
:
And i do not agree,
Not once
Not Twice.
Several.
And so we go.
Back and forth
Back and forth.
There is nothing Funny about this.
Och no mister, No Dice for you on this matter.
And with The restraining order now having some wat gåån ååf. its me going Very uneasy even Though thats what i Wanted.
You see there is allways Two sides in this.
Always 2.
At least i reported something Very interesting this shift. Ey boss?
- yes yes. Very good volco
Very good..
Hear n sea.
:
And i do not agree,
Not once
Not Twice.
Several.
And so we go.
Back and forth
Back and forth.
There is nothing Funny about this.
Och no mister, No Dice for you on this matter.
And with The restraining order now having some wat gåån ååf. its me going Very uneasy even Though thats what i Wanted.
You see there is allways Two sides in this.
Always 2.
At least i reported something Very interesting this shift. Ey boss?
- yes yes. Very good volco
Very good..
All four
Im all IIII birds - if its for a good reason.
Now its III reasons left.
I . You Will find reminders mainly
II . Some Reminders but more Painthings.
III . When in over the half you got Explaining to do.
Now its III reasons left.
I . You Will find reminders mainly
II . Some Reminders but more Painthings.
III . When in over the half you got Explaining to do.
